Cherub-faced redhead cheats on her honeymoon with masturbation and dirty talk in POV

I don't know how to fail. Like first I'm like really excited that I finally got married and I wanted this so so much. But also I'm like a little scared. Like forever is like forever with the same person. Same thing until I die. I know I should be thinking romantic things and should be so happy, but I just cannot not think of that, you know? I just... I'm like a little scared I might be missing out. Even though, I mean, I'm very happy that I got married. I guess I'm just having FOMO, you know? Especially all of his friends are so handsome. I'm just like curious. How his friends would... Oh my god. I don't know if I'm like drunk that I'm saying this or If I'm using me being drunk as an excuse for saying this, but You have to keep it a promise. Yeah, I know you're my husband's best friend, but I feel like I have nobody else to tell this to and I feel like, you know Even though you're my husband's best friend, we also are really really tight so this is normal that i'm feeling this i'm having fomo i feel like such a bad person maybe i'm just too much of a slut to get married well i already did it so just no going back oh my god the same dick for the rest of my life sounds so fucking scary I don't even know the last time was that I fucked somebody else. I think it's like a year ago, right before I met my best friend, my husband now. I think that was a year ago. I'm such a bad person. Why am I such a slut? I feel like he knew that though. He knew I was a slut when we got married. I guess he was expecting me to be just a slut for him. And I guess I have to. but i also kind of want to try some other thing you understand what i'm saying what if we do this you just take it out just jerk it and i just finger myself that's not cheating right we're not touching we're just jerking off in the same room i keep some tension it's like we're not doing anything wrong but it's not right either but i mean It's not as bad when somebody finds out. Should we? My god, you're immediately hard. I knew you were just as big of a slut as I am. I think that's why we're so tight. Talking about tight. I promise I won't tell. Maybe you promise you won't be there. This is just a little bit fucked up. This is like cheating for people who don't really want to. Oh my god that looks so fucking hot. Let me grip it really tight. Just as tight as you would imagine my pussy being. Sometimes when I fuck my husband I think of you. Sometimes when I nut I imagine it's you fucking me. Oh my god I could already cum. I'm like but again it's not as bad right? You're not touching me. I'm not touching you. We're just drinking off in the same room. It's fine, right? You wanna watch me cum? When you cum, how I moan your name in my head when I'm getting fucked. Let's cum together. Let's go count that. Five. Four. That was so fun. But you see, it's not as bad. It would be way worse if you'd fuck me. Anyway, let's get back to the party.